a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?
Yap Yan Ling.

21.08.1989.
super_coolz@hotmail.com

i just wish for only you.
no wishlist YET.

after school today, i asked ah gong to fetch me then went on a panda hunt. since i couldnt find my panda toy from mac, i just couldnt sit back and relax with such a heavy weight against my heart...

i just couldnt breathe! =(

so went to 2 mac at AMK area.. sad to say.. i held high hopes and was greatly disappointed T.T in then end just bought chicken foldover. =(

so headed to cousin's house and realised that steph had a bunch of friends over there.. so i just said hi and realised that my primary school friend will be coming over later.. NERVOUS! xS

anyway.. talked to jiejie on the phone a while then watched some cartoons while eatin my lunch =D

there was this guy called max or smth.. he gave me the weird feeling... cause he kept opening his eyes so wide! SO FREAKY!!! @_@

well.. then HUIYUN (my primary school friend) arrived! we were like so so shy la! we were even blushing sia.. hahahas cause................ we haven met since PRIMARY 6 LA CAN! hahahas anyway, once we settled down on the couch, we started talking and soon the shyness disappeared! =D since they were there to do project, i went to play nintendo wii..

so steph suggested that huiyun and i play rayman! hahahas in the end i won her cause of the music game in the end.. LOLS! then the remote ran out of battery so.. we stopped playing.. hahahas

after that, i joined them for dinner at this hong kong cafe opposite steph's house.. =D hahahas since i was so likable (self praise) =DD when we ordered our food the waitress was so bluur la.. cause we had so many people and it was so messy! hahahas anyway.. we gobbled up our food within minutes and then they had to head back to campus for their 7pm lesson..

so i walked with them back to james cook to look at their classroom.. was so shocked when i saw how small the class was! how to crash lecture like that sia -_- hahas anyway, besides steph, i have another cousin studying the same thing at JCU and when i entered the class he was like (shocked face) "what are u doing here?" hahahas all i could do was suan him and laugh =DD

hahahahas and this venezuela guy was cute la.. but.... not the drool-a-ble kind.. hahahas

oh well, since their lesson was about to start, i headed home by myself and entertain myself.. hahahas

=DD

was happy to have met my primary school mate =DDD



i am using LWL's present and the toy from mac that i wanted is sold out! =(







today i wasnt late in meeting LWL! hahahas she was late instead.. hehe

so while waiting for her i went to walk walk around then ended up at taka there.. there was this HUGE toy sale!!!!!!!!!! xDDDD

everything was like cheap? and i was so so tempted to buy la~~ hahahas then.. LWL reach le so she saved me from spending money unnecessarily. =D THANKS LWL!

headed down to the pastamania at cine since she didnt want to eat at ambush. she ordered her beef bolognaise (not sure about the spelling hehe) while i ordered the country baked pasta. -_- my pasta was so NOT appealing and made me full just looking at it. hahahas well.. no choice had to eat it so as to not waste money.. hahahahas

we chatted as we ate.. and talked about the gathering that LWL didnt go to the other time.. then she suddenly asked about KBOX so i was like.. let's go kbox-ing! xD so we hurrird up and finished our lunch then went up to level 4..

asked questions about kbox pricing and things like that before sticking to the student package which is from 2pm till 5pm =DD so we took the life up to the 8th floor for our room.. but i think the student package is so so much better!!!!! one drink, one snack and one dessert? hahahahas so with just LWL and i..

WE STARTED ON OUR KBOX-ING SESSION! =DD

sang song after song after song.. and im now addicted to mika's happy ending! I LOVE THE MV!
hahahahas

when 5pm was up, we paid and went back to taka to walk walk =D

met hong chuan a while to pass him something then LWL and went hunting for white skirts! hahahaas saw like so many nice dresses and tops and skirt.. and this black mango skirt was like so nice.. but.. no money.. hahahas then saw bras! wanted to buy too.. but.. resisted the temptations.. hahahas after that we went to eat dessert at food republic before walking aroung some more to search for white skirts.. hahahas

anyway.. since it was like almost time to go home for dinner.. like past 830pm we went our separate ways..
hahahas

anyway.. i know we'll meet again soon =DD

btw, LWL got me this mickey mouse pencil case with stationaries and all plus an earring! hahahas LOVE THEM! =DD



finally~~~~~~

THE DARK KNIGHT! whoo-hoo~~ xDD

met cousins and uncle aunt they all at THE CATHY for lunch before the movie =D

ate at this restaurant on the 4th level called the Aston.. food's not bad.. and can go back there again.. hahahas

after that we headed up for our movie~!! hahahas

during the movie.. i got shocked two times la! -_- but the joker is freaky! if it were me.. i would be scared like hell sia.. hahahas but batman is oh so cute! xDD love his automobiles!

anyway.. after the movie went to raffles hotel to collect ahma's LV bag. hahaas i also want sia.. but.. SO EXPENSIVE! hahahas i shall continue to dream about my LV wallet and bag~ hahahas

after that headed to thomson plaza for a while before going to my cousin's house for dinner!

ORDERED CANADIAN PIZZA! hahahas *yumms~!* and i only ate 3 slices lorx~~ =DD

played nintendo wii for a while.. then now doing reports.. hahahas

just remembered that friday got 2 tests and mr jay never confirm if im doing the ushering thingy =(

oh well.. i shall watch the nutty professor now.. XDD



i bought many many red stuffies today! hahahas bought this red adidas bag a red n white checkered shoes, a pink and white checkered blouse and a red checkered shorts! hahahas although mum say cannot buy clothes.. well.. she still bought BUT i gotta use my own money to pay her back =( ended up a simple lunch turned into a shopping spree~~

dad wanted to eat dim sum but in the end we went to chinatown and ate my fave bak chor mee =) hahas went to walk walk around then ended up buying the pink checkered blouse and the red checkered shorts.. hahahas

after that.. i suggested going to isetan cause mum said that tokidoki was back.. =DD so dad dropped us at wisma and we walked around.. saw this ncie top at mango but expensive lorx.. then walked around somemore and saw this adidas sale~! hahas that's when i went to buy my red checkered shoes ($30) and my red bag ($42)~ =DD then we saw this pair of gloves.. and ended up buying 2 pairs~~ hahahas

after spending so much money.. mum went to sign up for member and it was time to head down to aunt alice place for dinner =DD hahahas

was a small gathering for our family and it was super enjoyable =D small bbq and popiah party =DD hahahahas

i love gatherings~!

anyway.. looking at the amount of money mum keeps spending.. im thinking.. should i get a job?

hahahas

I'VE NEVER WORKED BEFORE! @_@

hahahahas

looking forward to the dark knight tmr~ and it's mr jovan's birthday and shang feng too? xDD

happy birthday guys. =)



guess who i saw today?

this old uncle who used to dress in pink!

but today he wore this navy blue dress with white stripes and blue heels and purple shades and make up and this golden pouch and HE HAS BREAST! hahahahas

well then this group of 2 guys and a girl secretly took picture of the old uncle la.. i mean like come on la.. so sneaky for what sia~~ -_-

the world is so open now.. if he likes to dress like that what's new? either he likes cross dressing or he doesnt like his manliness thus he wants to get in touch with his feminine side~~ xD

but if women can wear men's clothes, why shouldnt men be allowed to wear women's clothes? cause it is wrong? if it is then all the women in the world should not be wearing t shirts and shorts and pants.... hahahaas

anyway.. enough about that... hahahahas =D

today was a fine day and meena went to get her eyebrows threaded! hahahas i so totally dont know how to see people's eyebrows unless it's like super fake~ hahahas but otherwise.. i dont really care? maybe cause i dont do my eyebrows that's why.. hahahas =DD

oh yea.. is being fat really that important? how the hell am i suppose to lose weight with all the delicious foods around me? you might as well send me to become a nun and maybe i'll lose interest in food.. hahahahas

well.. like i said.. i live to eat. i dont eat to live. =D

soo.. any ideas to lose weight? the next cny aunts will be like.. bel got bf le.. you lehx you lehx? i guess i've come of age where everyone wants to know if im dating -_- lalalalalalas~~

so.. HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT? @_@



you chose to walk away
instead of facing it
you chose to leave this friendship
when u walked out of my life
you chose to forget
by simply erasing the memories
you chose to remain distant
to show that u don't need me
you chose to cry in a corner
when i could lend a shoulder
you chose to leave me

if you have moved on
then so will i
i will no longer cling onto u
i will move on without u
i will pretend as if we never met
but i will not forget the memories
memories that shall always remain
no matter what happens
memories are a part of me
and they will remain in me


emo posting =(



i think i've been eating loads of durian lately! xD

but.. I LOVE DURIAN! i love the smell~ the taste of the yellow flesh =DD *yummy~~* hahahas

but cannot eat so much cause durian is HEATY so eating too many durians will make you sick! =X

anyway.. had bird's next for breakfast this morning! I LOVE BIRD'S NEST TOO!! =DD

hahahahas

exams are drawing near and i am so not prepared! guess i'll have to start on SFG, drug development and cell tech! hahas luckily i only have 5 papers this semester! whee~~~~

got to prepare to cell tech test, drug d test and the final 2 tests for both electives! xD

ADD OIL ALL THE WAY! xD



didnt plan to go anywhere after school today but sammie's house.. BUT. after HBD practical, went to meet shufung and wawa and we decided to......................

GO TO AMK HUB! hahahas xD

so we took 162 to the library to return my library books before walking all the way to AMK hub =D

hahahas

since we decided to watch a movie.. we went straight to level4 to check out the movie times. but... no nice shows! so headed down to SUBWAY for an early lunch =D

finally can eat at the SUBWAY at AMK hub!! *hehehehe* HAPPY! =DD

shufung and i ate teriyaki chicken sandwich while wawa ate the meatball marina sandwich. =)

and since the day was still young..... hehehe i suggested playing pool and persuaded shufung to come along also! hahaahas

so we went to the building opposite AMK hub.. but when we reached the K-Pool.. i was suddenly so tempted to go KARAOKE! and while we debated over whether to play pool or go k-box.. i dragged wawa and shufung to the counter and so the final decision is.........

KBOX-ing!!!!!!!!

hahahas

we just sang song after song after song.. oh so HYPER! hahahas and oh so FUN! xD
hahahas even persuaded shufung to SING! *yay~~* hahahas should go singing more often..
BUT! when the bill came~~ OMG la! so freakin EXPENSIVE!!! @_@

KBOX is expensive but once is a while is ok ba.. =D

in the end not supposed to spend any money today.. i ended up spending!! hahahas

once in a while is ok.. but this means that.. next week must bring food from home lerhx.. hahahahas
then went to sammie's house and played nintento wii!!!!!! hahahas i just love wii now =D

I WANT A NINTENDO WII TOO!! *any sponsors? =DD*

ohhh.. and my long forgotten labcoat that was rotting in my wardrobe... passed it to jovan today.. it's his birthday pressent! hahahahas xD nice present! A LAB COAT! =DD

although i feel so shagged.. i just cant seem to sleep! HYPER!

im going into a LAUGHING FRENZIEE NOW~~~~~~ hahahahahaahahahahahaha =DDDD



today i was like so totally unprepared to NAPFA and maomao's presentation! hahas

BUT I MADE IT THROUGH!!!!!! xD

maomao was so nice la.. xD

practically failed 4 out of the 6 stations la~~ but it was fun =) hahahas the only 2 stations i passes was the sit-ups and the sit and reach =D hahahas

anyway.. IT'S OVER! hahas

now im left with SFG presentation then it's time for exam revision!

well.. not that i'll revise la.. hahahas

and need to lose weight.. or else no new clothes! =(



although bel's birthday was on the 18th.. we celebrated it on a sunday =D

book a table for 14 for lunch at this seafood restaurant called "No.3 Crab Delicacy" xD

the place was a bit hard to get a parking lot and the restaurant didnt look too appealing.. BUT BUT BUT!!!!!!!! the dishes were super delicious! xD and as usual.. our family always ordered enough to feed and entire army! hahahas we had........

lala, mussels, chilli crab, roasted pigeon, crab beehoon, potato leaves with sambal, hot plate tofu, lemon chicken, cereal prawn, gong gong, sweet n sour pork, steamed fish! SO MANY DISHES LA!!! @_@ ate until super full lorx.. but super super nice to eat! xD

after the fantastic lunch, we headed down to SIM LIM SQUARE to buy the microsoft thingy and sam they all bought new nintendo wii games!! bought rayman and guitar heros aerosmith version! FUN FUN FUN! xD

after that we went down to SPOM for a KAROKE-ing session!! hahahas sang and sang like siao la.. plus we had snacks! xD and im oh-so-still in the singing mood :D

and then......... it was time for dinner! SO FAST LA! had dinner at SPOM with curry fish head, hot plate tofu again, thai style chicken, omelette, kang kong sambal, chicken wings! again it was a delicious dinner and we were super full! as usual, our dishes were wiped cleaned by us within minutes of being on the table! hahahas

and since class started on 8am on mondays.. so off the sam's house i went! xD on the way we decided to have some ice cream but ended up buying yogurt. =D ahahas then all of us.. well mostly me me.. went into a LAUGHING frenziieee!!! hahahaahas

we just laughed and laughed and laughed all the way home la.. xD one bunch of crazy laughing retards! hahahas

played the new nintendo wii games! nice la.. just nice for retards like me xD hahahas

but then since nigel had to go home.. steph and i walked him to the bus stop and we saw this beautiful white grey patched cat =D hahahas it wanted to follow us home but we lost it along the way.. so we went to get some cat food and newspapers for it but when we went to look for it.. it was GONE! hahas guess it belonged to someone =D

anyway.. time for bed! xD



went to EAST COAST PARK to CYCLE today~!! xD

the weather man predicted that there would be showers in the late morning and ealry afternoon.. however.. IT WAS SUPER SUNNY AT EAST COAST! hahahas =DD

even dad cycled today =) so fun and then..... i am now SUNBURNT! hahahas

cause i got fair skin that's why i get sunburn la!! hahahas

anyway.. i dont want to go tanning.. i wanna remain fair =D hahahas

ALL HAIL FAIR SKINNED PEOPLE! xD

then we walked at the NEW BIG SPLASH and there was the car boot sale.. bought this MICKEY MOUSE CAP for $5! =) nice nice.. hahahas

after that headed down to parkway parade to shop shop a while =D

bought bras and mama bought this GUESS watch =D nice nice la~~ hahahahas

and........... i need to get a new vocabulary book.. -_- the vocab that i'm using is so so so limited.. hahahas

anyway... tired..

love my mickey cap =D





btw.. mum says no more buying of clothes unless i lose weight!! grrrrr..!

so.. STRICT DIET HERE I COME!

*no more SWEET foods.. =( byebye sweets and bubble tea..
*no more FRIED AND OILY foods! =(
*no more SPICY foods

can only take once a week if really want to eat! =((

and... CLOTHES HERE I COME TOO!! =DD



hmmmm.. are my legs short or am i walking slow?
I CANT CATCH UP TO TALL PEOPLE AND PEOPLE WHO WALK DAM FAST~!! @_@

hahahas i think it's cause i have short legs =D

anyway.. i agree with what kelvin tan said today during lecture:

I LIVE TO EAT~! I DONT EAT TO LIVE! =D

didnt get to present SFG today! =(( sad-ed la~~ haix.. then went to IMM for dinner but waited freaking long for the shuttle bus -_-

so by the time i reached aijisan.. mum and dad had already finished their dinner! hahahahas

then they had to wait for me to eat.. hehehe xD

ate until dam full la!! =D then went into FOX to see see clothes.. thought mama wanted to let me buy clothes.. tried many many then in the end i wanna buy THREE she ask me choose ONE!!!! grrrrr...

in the end i chose this peach coloured tank top.. hahahas =DD

so go GIANT shop shop for groceries the headed home =D

then today BEL'S BIRTHDAY! she got so many presents la! @_@

as u get older the presents get lesser =(

hmmmm.. better go faster do maomao slides then tomorrow can go cycling in peace =) hahahahas



finally cleaned my wardrobe!

more space but it was so dusty that i got rashes and sneezed a lot! hahahahas

anyway.. maybe can get a lil bit more clothes thou mama says cannot.. hahahas xP

tmr.. pack my bags nicely then maybe i gotta pack my notes also~

xD



finally~~ PCT presentation is over! hahahas but it was FUN thou =D now left with SFG presentation on friday and mao mao presentation on monday~~ :P

went to gym with sammie yesterday~ fun la.. but shoulders aching~ @_@

after gym we went home and ended up facebook-ing and watched "She's The Man" =D cute guy with amanda bynes~~ xD ADORABLE! hahahas

so ended up sleeping late then in the morning followed bas to school to wait for dad to fetch me home as i was going to meet heng later at jurong point.. xD

went home and slept like a pig la.. woke up at 11 -_- thought i late then i rush rush.. hahas in the end heng late :P but never mind~ went to shop for shufung's present~ =) hahahahas

went to buy tickets to "WANTED" and waited for him to arrive.. HUNGRY! hahahahas

we ended up eating in the food court in the end.. hahahas and then MOVIE! =D

the movie is dam nice la~!! @_@ shooot the target! curve your bullet! xD nice nice nice AWESOME! hahahas

then went home cause heng gotta go back school for meeting.. PRESIDENT LEHX! hahahas accompanied him take 154.. cause it goes back to my house too! wahaahahahas xD

had a great day with heng today =)

but.. reached home.. to clean house.. so dirty la! cant stand it -_- then cleaned aladdin's cage and brought buckie to see the vet cause he had swollen eye -_- in the end it's like some infection thingy la~

VETS EAT OUR MONEY! lols~~







woke up at like 6am today only to find out that we wont be leaving for malaysia that early -_-

sinced i was already up, decided to have my breakfast and go watch TV! hahahas

watched cartoons.. =)

when we finally left the house.. *yippee~~* headed for malacca~~ uncle's friend invited him over for durian~~ hahahas

didnt have to queue at the customs.. hahahas so on we went.. sam and i slept in the car.. and when we finally reached.. it was like.. we eating durian at this guy's house? so many people! gathering sia~ hahahas but the durians were dam nice la.. thou sam and i only ate like 3 pieces -_- but we enjoyed the food xD hahahas had glutinous rice with coconut and gula melaka? (dunno spell correctly a not) and durian..

the combination is awesome! hahahas and the mee siam was nice =D besides durian, there were other fruits like mangosteen, rambutan and this round fruit.. also dunno call what.. duku smth.. hahahas xD all nice nice =D

since we were guests and it was like a gathering.. we didnt wanna appear as greedy.. so we ate very little.. but we brought back a lot! hahahas cause uncle need to distribute to people~~ hahahas

overall~ had fun today but dam tired.. when reached back SG, sam still forced me to do Wii Fit.. but it was fun! i want a Nintendo Wii~!! xD

hahaahahas











*and i hate projects -_-



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMIE! xD

laughed so much in school today while taking our video.. hahahas and had class gathering today =D though not many people went.. it was actually enjoyable =D hahahas

lishan, lincoln and i were all wearing GREEN! the greenies~!! xD hahahas and matthe kept drinking water.. guessed he talked too much.. hahahas anyway.. it was supposed to be a BBQ! and it was supposed to start at 7pm.. but then.. ended up starting around 8 and we were like all starving by then la! hahahas then we realised that there was bee hoon -_- stuupid us. hahahas

soo... everyone attacked the bee hoon! and waited for the fire to get started =D then we all just chatted and caught up with one another.. well.. mostly lishan and i lorx.. =D hahahas but it was like.. so tiring and late cause i needed to go to my cousin's house..

so.. took our photos and bid farwell~ hahas maybe another time should hold it at chorks house again xD



i got so many things i wanna blog.. but when i try to recall them.. i just cant remember! hahahas

got a few projects due these few weeks.. so JIA YOU JIA YOU! xD thank goodness for group mates! xD love you guys~~ =DD hahahahas

anyway.. 5 papers for exam!! 5 out of 8 papers~~ *yay~* but still must put in effort to pass lorx.. =D i dont wanna repeat anymore =(

hahahaas

latest song of addiction: Hilary Duff's "Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me



went to celebrate SAM'S 19TH BIRTHDAY on SUNDAY! cause uncle going overseas.. hahahas buffet at Merchant Court! super super nice!! LOVE THE SALMON SASHIMI and DURIAN PUDDING!! xD

then accompany ahma go IKEA to get something for the kitchen.. =D so crowded there la.. hahahahas xD dinner at sam's house.. hahahas

after that reach home then had to do BPD project! aiya.. the hyperlink screwed up la.. zZZZzzz! where's WAWA OUR HYPERLINK GODDESS? hahahas in the end caiyu, candice and i stayed up to try and figure out.. but.. WE FAILED! =(

so had to wait till we went to sch today and asked wawa to do.. *yippee~~* but she didnt come till around 11++ so after morning lesson candice, caiyu and i had MACDONALD'S BREAKFAST!! hahahas hotcakes with syruup and sausage~ yumms~~ hahahahas but i was like a walking talking zombie la.. TIRED! -_-

after lesson and all.. finally the hyperlink works for the project and.. END OF SCH! wahahahas

but had to go home do housework and wait for mama to fetch me.. in the end went to eat KFC! hehehe then buy groceries then go home.. hahahas

but so tired.. do housework, clean hammie cage.. edit SFG a bit.. but i not satisfied...

AND THEN! bel introduced online shopping sprees to me.. DIE LE! I AM HOOKED!! xDD

i wanna order this and that and this and that.. and so far.. i already ordered 2 clothings, 2 bags and 1 pair of earrings! hahahas mad le me! xD

but now better go sleep or else tmr also die die le.. SFG! fang cheng~~ i wanna edit more!! i not happy with the slides! rawr~~ hahahas

retarded le.. nights! xD



translated lyrics =D someone translated it to english xD

This stable feeling...
Your appearance has shattered it's tranquility
You shook up my already...
...sealed-away heart
The cold mountain and snow...
...are melting away

Going back to the first time...
...we met
The wind's blowing past a...
...person alone, so beautiful.
Why did the grey sky...
...show no expression
...(when) The rain (was) pouring in your heart ?

Let me love you.
Let me lose myself.
The broken lights and shadow...
...were absorbed by the depth of the darkness.
I assure you.
Even if there's nothing left in my life,
all we need is a tacit embrace .

Let me love you,
prove miracles exist.
In the wilderness of the heart...
...(as long as I ) have you in the depth of (my) soul,
I am willing to...
...give up all the smiles in the world.
The happiness ( may be ) far away ...
...but the hearts grow fonder.

The past is never wiped away .
(For it's) Strongly (kept)...
...in memory like nightmare that never goes away.

My tears...
...overcast your sky.
The rain keeps falling...
...(as) the heart (is) hurting.

The wind...
...seems like a brush watching over me.
Your expression unexpectedly (appears)...
...along with the wind.

My heart draws,
for the first time, a rainbow.
Because of you,
I (learn to) believe.

Let me love you.
Let me lose myself.

The broken lights and shadow...
...were absorbed by the depth of the darkness.
I assure you.
Even if there's nothing left in my life,
all we need is a tacit embrace .

Let me love you,
prove miracles exist.
In the wilderness of the heart...
...(as long as I ) have you in the depth of (my) soul,
I am willing to...
...give up all the smiles in the world.
The happiness ( may be ) far away ...
...but the hearts grow fonder.

Let me love you.
Let me lose myself.

The broken lights and shadow...
...were absorbed by the depth of the darkness.
I assure you.
Even if there's nothing left in my life,
all we need is a tacit embrace .

Let me love you,
prove miracles exist.
In the wilderness of the heart...
...(as long as I ) have you in the depth of (my) soul,
I am willing to...
...give up all the smiles in the world.
For another century...
...let me love you.



housework! had to do them today~~ -_- tired!

end up the vacuum cleaner spoil then gotta sweep~~ hahahas

but went over to sam's house for dinner =D

now i'm addicted to VicZhou and Da S duet - Rang Wo Ai Ni (Let Me Love You)

hahas

so sweet and nice =) *LOVE IT!*

*let me love you.. happiness is far away but our hearts are together* =D



although i was late for sch again..

LOVED the weather this morning! xD it is definitely oh-so B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L~~! xD
hahahas it only lacked a rainbow.. hahas with the sun rising and the clouds fitting snugly together to try and hide the sun, plus the wind on the top of the double decker bus was great! lacking the RAINBOW~~ xD

but today was a good day =) hahahas

vanaja treated us to lunch.. (supposedly) but was short of food! hahahas but it's the thought that counts ba.. =D

anyway.. boring lectures.. boring lessons.. boring life..

eat sleep go school eat sit go home eat sleep.. -_-

I NEED TO SPICE UP MY LIFE! H~E~L~P~!!

but i am looking forward to buffet on sunday.. hehe
i just CANT abstain from FOOD! totally LOVE FOOD! FOOD is like my PASSION! hahahas

pile of projects.. go away go away go away~!! influenced by wawa.. hahahas xP



im just so so tired.. dunno why.. *sighs*

my PMS getting worse i think or is it just my temper?

hahahas

had fun in the club room today.. and i had fish slice soup with rice again today =) *yumms*

hahas xD

i wanna fly away.. go far far away.. *dreams*

anyway.. tired.. but still gotta do projects.. 2 more presentations to go and 2 more to start! so busy.. hahahas

I WANNA GO OUT!

looking for movie, eating and shopping buddy~~ xD



only had morning SFG lecture today then sat for my bioprocess design alternate paper cause i missed the test on monday due to my stomach problem..

i so have a weak stomach now.. =(

after that went to sam's house then waited for ahma to get ready.. we were going to AMK for lunch and maybe window shop? hahas in the end went to the library to return my overdue books then borrowed some more.. hahahaas

WEATHER IS SO HOT! -_-'" think i got burnt just walking that few minutes in the sun! hahas headed to the food court at AMK hub for lunch and i ordered the fish slice soup with rice.. *YUMMS!* hahahas then walked walked around some more.. in the end i only bought 2 hairbands and nothing else.. hahahas

took a bus back to their house to wait for my aunt to return home so that we could go seletar to gym.. hahahas personally.. i dont like the smell of gyms and i hate treadmills.. hahahas just nice.. when we arrived home, my aunt also reached home.. so off the seletar we go!! xD

my first gym-ing session since like dunno when.. hahahas TIRED!!! so long like never do physical evercise like running -_- fun in the seletar gym.. so quiet and not so smelly.. xD and best of all.. NOT CROWDED!!! hahahahas

since we went to gym.. we wanted to eat healthy.. so we decided on SUBWAY! hahas but we drove all the way to IMM! hahas cause they had to drop me home =) end up sam and i had our sandwiches swapped! cause she started eating and didnt check the veggies.. xP hahahas so so tired le lorx.. but went to walk walk.. saw this red slippers.. I WANT! hahahas xD

since it's like 9 plus already and we've all got to work or go school tmr.. time to drop me off and SLEEP!! xD though sam and steph came to look at aladdin xD *adorable hammie!* hahas

I NEED TO FATTEN ALADDIN!!

*tired and im glad lesson's at 11 tmr*



Would you love me if i asked you to?
Would you be there for me when all i needed was a hug?
Would you tell me that i am your only one?
Would you love me till death do us part?

RANDOM!!

went to sch for HBD prac only.. stomach still hurts a little..

TELL ME HOW:

1. To abstain from OILY foods!
2. To abstain from SPICY foods!
3. To abstain from FRIED foods!
4. To abstain from FATTENING foods!
5. To abstain from COLD, SWEETENED, CARBONATED drinks!
6. To abstain from SWEETS!
7. To abstain from SALTY foods!

HOW HOW HOW??? o_O i can abstain from sour tasting food cause i dont really fancy sour stuffs.. hahahas

aiya.. dunno whether i should wear shorts to school tmr... later wawa say my legs "G-L-O-W-I-N-G"! hahaahas

guess i go study for bioprocess design better.. taking the alternate paper tmr.. @_@

gotta start saving money.. maybe i should work? BUT i have TERRIBLE time management! *gosh~~* need to stop buying cute adorable little things on the spot. need to stop buying shoes and bags and blah blah~~ BUT HOW?! spend my money on food? spend my money on movies? spend my money on presents? spend my money on aladdin? *headache ar~*

seriously.. i never get headaches =.=

*this post is oh-so-random*